A Letter For The Ex Boyfriend
Hello, How Are You–The Man Who Ever Made Me Fallen In Love?
Sometimes, I reminded about you.
Sometimes, I missed about us,
but it was never be my reason to expect you
to come back to me.
I hope, we would be happy about
the way we choose in the past—separated.
I hope, you would always be smiling with her.
So do I and my future beloved.
Hello,
how are you, it has been so long restricted ourselves to don’t find out about
each other. How is the last woman whom I see hanging with you? Are you fine? I
hope so. After we decided to walk in ourselves way did you know that sometimes
I missed you. Honestly, occasionally I looked at you, to ensure that there is
still the smile left which made me fallen in love once to you. Although I know
it is not for me anymore, but I am very happy to see you happier there.
Do you still
remember everywhere we went ago? About the first hand’s hold, obviously you didn't take it off. The first time I lied my head on your chest and first things we
did together, but do you still remember it all too well like I still remember it? There are so many things that I want to ask you, or occasionally to have a
joke to share with you. But now we have ourselves limit which is impossible to
be crossed.
Us, Where We Ever Felt So Wonderful Once
I remember, there wasn’t
a day without asked you the little things such as
“What are you doing?”“Have you eaten?”
Or such greetings like
“Good morning”
“Good night, have a nice dream sweetheart”
or the other greetings.
I also remember you sent me a poem
when our conversation was boring, or maybe you still remember your called to me
once.
One-time, in your arms
made me happy with your kissed in my forehead. You said it was the sign of your
love, although in order to be kissed by you, I had to tiptoe so our tall would
be the same. Strangely, although our tall were different, I always feel like we
were suit together. When I took a seat behind you, I also always hug you
tightly and I didn't know why, I felt that I would lost you someday. Yeah, it
was right, now we aren't together at all.
Just a moment, do you
also remember I occasionally mad at you because you didn't notify me all day?
Whereas I knew you were busy that day. While, I had to did my own business, but
I worried about you instead. It was known that time you were busy with your
work, sometimes I just felt forgotten. But, when I worked I finally saw how
busy I was. I wasn't very mature yet, I often got angry for no reason. But to
be honest, you were the most often gave way at that time.
In the past, I even
learned to wear high heels to adapt to you, to adapt your tall, now I realize
it was funny, but you smiled, it was your first time saw me wore high heels
right?
Do you still remember the
first chocolate you gave to me? Or the little things which made me smiling all
day? You often made me happy with those little things.
Back before you lost the
one real thing, you've known.
Do You Still Remember How We Fought Once?
We still survive when
there was someone or some people tried to make us fell apart. Apparently, they hadn't been able to separate us. Although sometimes you and I often jealous to each
other, but in the end we more understand each other.
However, those problems
began to emerge. You often blamed me in many ways. Sometimes, you to be quiet on
the way home. Moreover, we often passed over each other since we were both
emotional.
Sometimes, when one of us
called, there were yells or rants. Or moreover, one-on-one between us disappear
and let the dozens of missed call there. Sometimes I thought we just had to
realize our mistakes each and talked heart to heart, but sometimes we just silent
without a word.
I chose to silence, cried
and locked myself in my room all day. While you chose to go with your friends
or pretended to bustle about and when the night came, we missed each other.
At That Time, You Suddenly Disappeared from My Days. Where Were You?
At that
time, you were no longer presented in my every morning. You didn’t longer asked
me trifles such as,
"Have you eaten yet?"
And you didn't even call me with the word "darling" anymore in every message. You only
appeared once in a day. Even when the night came, you disappear. I wondered
what you were doing at the time.
Those days
passed by, made me even more didn't care, I began to change. I would never be the
same. I used to always say "Yes", but at that time I started
commenting about all that stuff. I started a lot of complaining about the
attitude that was more and more different. Left the side of the "I" and
the “You” which was so strong. We started couldn't control ourselves.
Sometimes,
I felt you were so far. Sometimes, I started to feel you were with someone
else.
I Gave Up and Chose to Take A Step Back
My friends started to
advise me that I had to take a step back. For every hour which I passed without
you, brought me to the reality that we had been much different. It turned
out that we might not meant to be together. I was getting stronger. Finally I
decided to leave. It hard, but I had to.
Why be with someone who was no longer expecting me.
You agreed with my
confession, at that time you agreed with my opinion. And like the words that I often heard in the novels,
"If it makes you happy, why not".
Yeah, right. We ended up,
and walking alone in ourselves way each.
Two years, after we
really didn't notify each other. I heard that now you are with someone else.
Although, you often greet me on line or encouraging to done my business or to
do the other things.
I always remind you to don’t
get closer again, but you still come. Until finally we begin to realize this is
wrong, because you got her. We put the limits back on each other. Until finally
we are really far.
In contrast with you, I
have several times found the wrong person. It turns out that you are still
better than them. Sometimes in that loneliness I miss you, although sometimes I
realize it is wrong.
I No Longer Want to Fall Back. But Thank You, Because of You Have Ever Made Me Happiest Person In This World
I write this isn't because
I still love you, want to remember or whatever and doesn't mean that I am not
fine. I just want to know about you, doesn't mean I want to fall back.
In the end, we meet each
other again now. And I will meet a man whom I believe has the stronger feeling
than you. Now we both have limitations. We are both happy with what we have
now. I hope you smile like I'm smiling now. Thanks for that, at least I have
been happied by you. Hopefully you are as happy as me.
From
me,
Someone
whom sometimes remembered you
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